The only stone I want...

Have been entertaining interesting little thoughts in my head. And to backtrack, because I love doing this -I give something, backtrack, then move forward-, I realize that a lot of... lessons can be learnt by playing scenarios out in my head, so I frequently entertain and follow random threads of stories, whatever my imagination comes up with.

So today she said, her grey eyes fierce with determination, "The only stone I ever want on my ring is from your grave!" She then turned sharply, her heels clicking smartly just once on the parquet, and marched out the room.

Such powerful words. Just thought I'd jot it down here before I forget. Might be something worth pursuing later on, maybe.


*sigh* Waiting is so hard. When is it gonna be over? Will I really enjoy the end result? What if at the end of the line is just a waste of time, energy, heart and life? Is it really worth it?

I hate not knowing if it's worth it. What's the point in pursuing anything if it's not worth it? Why bother investing in something so vague when you don't even know if it's gonna be worth everything you poured into it?

Damn. Seriously, this had BETTER be worth it. Or I'll go insane.

Seriously, I should leave. But I can't. I need the money.

The puppy turned into a kitty? lol

Can't wait for Saturday to come, I want to bake my gingerbread sakura! *sigh*

1 more week. 1 more week.

Such a horrible mix of feelings right now its ridiculous. Would things be better if I stopped? But stop being silly, Esther, you can't keep entertaining these thoughts. After all, you need the money. PERIOD.

*sigh*

I hope they have the courtesy to leave me alone completely, or give me something interesting to do to pass the time away. But actually, I really wouldn't mind playing receptionist again for the next week. =/

Drill drill drill.

The construction work at my office is an annoying background buzzing.

I still can't wait to get out of here. But....tahaaaaan. Persevere! There's MONEY at the end of this!

Enuogh to get my dream ************************************************

so yeah.

*sits and tahans*

Meanwhile, all of me is travelling to different places where I should be instead.

Like my lunchbox. Like my bed. Like the baking shop. Like shopping. Like IKEA. Like 1 Utama. Like movies. Like food. Like LOTS OF FOOD. Like MOAR DELICIOUS FOOD. Like FOOD PORN. Like...

haha. You can tell I'm hungry.

*sigh* I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. iftheofficewascompletelyemptyofpeopleandigetallmymoneynowandidon'thavetocomebackanymoretheni'dbetrulyhappy. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. grrrrrrrr.

Till then, just gotta drill drill drill. =)

UPDATES AHOY!

Hey everybody!

Just to let you know that I have updated my blog in the following areas-

1) IT'S SNOWIIIIIIIIIING (but I can't make it snow harder...should try again sometime)

2) MY PROFILE (right sidebar). So I've added these cute little buttons that allow you to interact with me via my:

• Facebook page
• Twitter
• Windows Live Profile (where you can proceed to add me to MSN)
• Gmail (you can e-mail me!)

Pretty nifty, eh? I'll be periodically upgrading my blog to improve accessibility and stuff. <--- obviously forgot Web Development class's design rule-of-thumbs. XD Sorry, Mr. Andrew!

But I gotta say that if I didn't go through Mr. Andrew's subjects on Web Development and Interactive Multimedia, I'd never have dared to venture into all these creepy, greek-like details. They honestly scare me! But after spending, what, 6 months in his patient guidance, I have a bit of guts to poke my nose in there and get some things done. =)

SO THANK YOU, MR. ANDREW!!!!

And on a side-note... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BROTHER MINE! Tomorrow ah jie bring you go buy present okaaaaaay~ <3>

Please feel free to give feedback on the blog's updates! Enjoy your Friday! =D